I think I've gone crazy . Not about L O V E . But for the first time in my whole entire life , I'm crazy because of Exam . Boo - hoo ! Weird kan ? For two days , Tuesday ( 24.5.2011) and Wednesday ( 25.5.11 ) , I didn't sleep ! I do close my eyes in the night and have sweet dreams . But I slept just for an hour or three . No more than that ! I'm serious . I wasn't this gila when it's UPSR . 

Tuesday night , I slept at 12 am and wake up at three am . Study ! Study ! Study ! That's what I did . And slept again at 5.30 and have to woke up again at 6 . G I L A !


Wednesday night , I slept at 11.30 pm because of too tired , then wake up at 2 am . And again , Study ! Study ! Study ! Then , I slept at 5.30 am and have to rise at 6 am . Huh !


So , am I that crazy ? :|


The truth is , I can't have people having high expectation on me . They ( the teachers and my parents ) expect me to be on the First list of the Principal list for the whole entire Form 1 like I was on the first monthy test . But I'm not a smart ass . The first monthly test was easy gila then this mid - year examination .


Talking about this mid - year exam which is this whole week , I'm not confident that I'll make it to the top again . History , Geography , Arabian and most of the exam was Hard Gila nak mampus ! There was once I almost cried because it's too hard .


And that two days without sleeping didn't worth it . The exam that  faced was hard eventhough I've read the book for million times !


Ohh !! I want to be back to Primary school ! Where I don't have to worry about my result . It's hard being the top of the list at the first stage . Waaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!


Tomorrow exams are both Maths . Wish me luck ! And this time , I will sleep . Because according to some Scientists research , If we stay awake or study after 12 am , the next day our brain will be totally blank , in other words , The thing that you've read , study won't go into your head . So it's just waste of time , aye ? But according to another Scientists , learning in the middle of the night like 2 am is healthy for your mental . Can't really decide which is correct . = = ''

Kay , gtg . Already feeling sleepy . But still , I won't give up ! Need to study for Mathmatic papers tomorrow .