EmO So Badly
I've once being
emo like so badly.. Every time I saw a blade... I would cut myself.. No matter how pain it is.. I'm still cutting it.. Cause my heart is more painful than it. All I think about is; I wanna die so badly so that no one would hate me anymore. And I'm telling the truth. I f you
guys don't believe me.. It's up to you guys.. I don't care.
Then, came at one
point where I suddenly think bout my
bestie... How would they act when I'm dead.. Then I decided to stop.. Because I know.. If I'd kill myself... It won't worth it.. I stopped cutting myself because I know one day this all would end...
The scar is still shown... I know that I would start again cutting myself someday.. And it will happen.....
TODAY...No one can stop me.. I'll do it because He had hurt me.. Hurt me
so much.. And my scar is the proof that I'm broken hardly inside... My life isn't easy.. It hurt all the time when it comes to relationship.. I know I'm too young to have one.. But I need someone that I can trust.. But the one that I thought I could trust on... RUINS
my life..
All this time I cried for help but no one listen.. Cause they don't even care.. I am
SCREAMING, DROWNING, DYING... But it feels like no one would hear me. Cause I'm a useless!! Very useless!!!
