Difficult Life
I hate myself so much..!!! I mean, why do I need to love myself if my family don't care bout me..! It hurts my feeling.. so much.. Just now I was emo so badly. I tried too control it but I failed... My mom usually cares bout my sisters and brother.. She don't even care bout me. I don't even remember when is the last time she said she loves me..
I miss my old life..!! Urgh..! UPSR is about 68 days more but I still can't accept the reality that I'm no longer staying in Kuala Lumpur(KL).. I need a rehab..!!
Btw, tomorrow there's gonna be UPSR trial exam and I dindn't do any preparation..! I'm too emo..! I cried badly last night...
I wanna watch Ghost Hunter tonight. It's awesome... But I have to watch it ALONE as usual.. My mom won't wanna watch with me. Nor my dad.. But at lease I have me little sis.. But the suck part when I watch with my sis is; She'll leave me when the story's not end yet.. like about 10 minutes before the story end, she'll leave me...
Hmmmm... Sorry for not writting such a long time. No I'm not busy.. I'm emo and nothing to write cause I'm not in mood to do it..I wanna run away or suicide everyday. Cause I felt like no one cares bout me.. Yea, no one do..
EMO...!!!!
