Ughh..!!
Today is my best friend birthday. He's a guy... But, who cares? Boys and girls can be my bestfriend. Well, I supposed to give him a present by tomorrow but I forgot. I ask him (through chat in Facebook) did anyone gave him a present.. And he was like " No.." Then I ask him where did he celebrate his birthday.. He reply "My parents were busy.. So they have no time to make a party.. ".. So I was like so pity if him and I decided to have a suprised party at school this Friday.
Then, I chat with my best friend Yrah through Facebook to make a party for him. At first, I planned to buy lots of chocolate bar and built a chocolate cake out of them... Yrah agreed.. But then, I have another briliant idea which is making a cake from cupcake.. Like this :
Cool eh..? But then, the problem is: I DON'T HAVE AN OVEN TO MAKE A CUPCAKE...! Then I ask Yrah whether she have any oven in her house or not. She said she do have one.. We planned to invited our best friends, Zarly, Syasya and Anna to join us make the cupcake. But we have to sleep over in Yrah's house this Thursday to make that cupcake.Yrah agreed.. After that I offlined..
I went downstairs to have my dinner. While I'm having my dinner. I ask my mom " Umm, Mom.." " What? Don't drag." And I said " Can I sleep over in my friend's house" My mom was like " Why..?" " Um, some project to do." Then my mom reply " No! You're a girl. You cannot sleep in people's house. Why don't you invite her sleep over in our house? hmm??" " But we don't have any oven..!" I protested. " Whats with the oven..?!" She started to shout at me as usual. " Hmm.. The truth is: We wanna make a cupcake for my friends birthday." I said. " No..!" She shouted.. " Pleased mom.." I beg her.. " YOU'RE A GIRL..! YOU CAN'T SLEEP IN PEOPLE'S HOUSE.! GET IT..?!" She shouted. I quickly finish my meal and went upstairs with my tears running down my cheeks..
How am I going to explain to my friends about this..? I'm the one who've planned it.. I'm just being nice to my best friend. I'm pity of him. I don't want him to end up like me..! Emo all my life.. Is it wrong for me being nice.. I was happy in the first place but my mom ruined it..! Urgghh..! I just wanna help him. Why can't I ..?
Owh GOD.. help me.. I really wanna go.. I wanna make my friends happy and not being an emo like me.. Please GOD. I'm begging you. I know I've did lots of mistake.. But please... If its not for me.. For my best friend ....
