....... ?
5 Dec - 21 Dec 2010 ago , I went to a camp which was held not far from where I lived . There were only 9 girls and
TONS of boys . One of my friends told me that lots of boys kinda like me . On the first day , the camp was like soo BOREEED . And there's this two HANDSOME guy that I have a crush on . Let's just call them Alex and Mike .
But unfortunetly , non of them liked me . :( But there's another guy that I don't have feelings on ... Liked me .. Hmmm ... It's kinda hurt seeing Mike entirely mixed with a girl that I'm kinda jealous with . YEAH , I know she's beautiful than me .. Why when ever I have a crush on someone , he doesn't feel the same ? Aren't I OKAY enough ? Alex was sporting . He's a cheerful guy . And one of the guy who have a crush on me 's best friend . Now I know how it feels to like someone BADLY and knowing that he like someone else that you HATE ..
Anywaays .. I'm Single now . Cause I think being in a relationship with someone kinda hurts , and hard . Being in a relationship with myself is HARD too .. So now I'm learning to
love myself before
loving someone else . But I'm not satisfied with that girl that I
hate . Easy , let's just refer her as Phiona . I HATE HER . But not hate her like so much . I met her in the camp too . Actually she didn't attend at the camp in the first week . She came in the sec week . But only at night . But for the last .. I don't know . 4 days ? She sometimes attend the program form the morning until night ..
Kay , gtg ..
Buhbye ..
Feeka .
Labels: Crush, Hate, Single
