Me , Myself , Afiqah
Don't
blame me if someone breaks your heart . Don't
blame me if something goes wrong . I'm just a person like
you . Need someone to trust on . I thought you're the one . Now I knew , I'm
wrong .
I know I'm just
nobody in your life . I'm just someone you can talk to if there's
no one around you . I'm just someone you can talk rubbish to if you're
mad . You're so perfect makes you wonder , '' Do I really need to be friend with that
stupid girl , Afiqah ? '' . You're cute , beautiful , pretty , attractive , fair , elegant , sweet , well - favored , good looking , glamorous , dainty and popular . I know I'm opposite to all of those you have :( . But the way you act isn't the best way to say
Back off from my life ! Maybe something like that .
I'm just an
imperfection to your perfect life . All this time you wait for me to get the
eff out of your life . You didn't show it . But it's perfectly obvious by the way you talk , act and look at me . I know how
stupid I am for acting like that . But , like I said , I am who I am . You told me not to focus on my studies . Don't you realize how challenging today's world ? You won't get anything in the future unless you're smart enough . I'm not saying that you're
stupid . Myself also started as a
stupid person , but I work hard on my studies , and I improve .
The way you act from the first of the month , is
killing me so
badly . Can't we just be like we used to ? Together whenever , wherever . No
jealousy ? No
revenge ?
This time , you're getting off limits . That's what you call
Best Friend ? If I'm not
vocavit , it's okay . But you don't even tell me , not even a single word . And the next day , you act like nothing's happen . Like you're innocent . I've done a lot of things that you never appreciate .. that you didn't realize I rather loose something to help you on that .
I'm not trying to get sympathize from you or your friends .. I have my own personal reasons .
I can't change myself like you want to unless you help me through . That's what friends for . Help each others out . If you
hate me , just say it . Shout it on my
retarded face ! Shout it in front of public . Shout till the top of your lungs . Till everyone tries to avoid friending with me .
If you still act like this . There's only
two decision that I should make ,
Move to a new school or just staying in SMKDABB as long as I could and ignore all your unapproved rumors bout me .
That's all I gotta say for today .
Hate me for posting this on my blog ? Check your blog first . Then judge mine . You the one who make me post this . I have no choice . Sorry :(
xoxo
