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Hey wale wale ! The moment I've been waiting for Well , kinda . I'm now
Single - mingle - tringle ! Nur Nuwairah binti Zamri ,We're the same ! Ngee ~ Nur Syasya Batrisya Es Fadzli , same jugak kan kan ? Hehe ~ Love you !
Jyeah ! Now I'm free WootWoot . Not planning on dating with anyone right now . Why ? I'll tell you why .
Firstly , it's not easy being me , kay ? Having lots of teachers recline on me . Not one , but most of the teachers that teach me . Haih , I don't know how it will be if my result broke down . I can't imagine I'll get a
C ! Uh ! Disaster . If only I'm just an average girl that isn't this smart . But I'm not saying that I hate being smart , just that having all those high expectation .. It's hard .
Secondly , what ever I do , some crept maybe is spying on me . It doesn't matter if the crept is a student or teacher . I'm not trying to perasan or whatever , but seriously , all that '' I did '' in that school , SMKDABB .. Most of the teacher knew . The '' I did '' is not an every day rutin I usually do okay ? It's you know , like dating and something like that . I want some S P A C E . :(
I don't really like people having high expectation on me . I'm not that smart like that guy in Form 2 , Afif kan ? What ever his name is . He's so smart . But still , he can't beat my old friend in Kuala Lumpur , Sathappan . Smart nerd eva ! >.<
It's hard being smart at the first stage . Why ? Because I don't know if I could maintain my grades and become smart all the way in my whole entire life . If I'm just an average girl , I could just keep conscientious . And not to worried about my result like most of the average kids are . I AM greatful for my smart lah jugak brain now . But I'm
scared that one day I will loose it . That's all . Feels like the lazy virus is attacking me ! I feel too lazy to read or memorize something . Boo - Hoo ! Help ?
And I'm supposed to read for my examination tomorrow , but all I'm doing now is blogging telling '' why I don't usually like to date '' , and '' It's hard being me '' .
Well , I am now going to read the books . Wish me luck on my exam tomorrow . Buhbye ! May Allah bless us all . :)
