Goodbye ?
So ? That's it ? You're saying goodbye ? But why ? When will I hear you saying , '' sayang '' , '' baby '' and '' honey '' again ? Do you still remember the promise we made last year ? That we would
never separated no matter what happen ? Do you ? Please tell me you do . I won't wanna lose you ever again .
Still remember those days , Haih . Taking some random + crazy pictures together , chatting and wall to wall like crazy , hang out like a bunch of gila kids in Alamanda , stuck together almost the whole day in school , singing those random + awesome song . But now ? I can't even remember the last time you smiled at me . Not that ordinary smile that you used to do , but the special smile , with
love , sincere and
happiness ?
Where goes all the moments that I miss ? Where goes the truly
YOU ? I hardly believe this is happening . I just wish it happens in my head , but I need to wake up and face the reality . You know kan how much I hate goodbyes ? You've once said to me that you hate seeing my tears drop on the ground . But sadly , now its you who made me cry .
You blocked me on Facebook . But you don't blocked me entirely , but blocked me so that I wouldn't see something that maybe you think you hate me seeing it . So that's clearly shows that you don't need me . But seriously ,
I need you . More than I need my voice .
Last night and just now , I cried for you , just you . I don't know where else can I find someone that is caring + awesome + cool like you . You've change . I don't know why or who made you like this , If it's your decision , I don't blame you , maybe it's my own fault kan ? Who knows ? But if its someone who brainwashed you , then that someone will be facing me sooner or later , when she is off the limits . I swear I'll get that brainwasher . But no , I won't act violently on him / her . Just .. I'll do it my way .
