Life
Assalamualaikum .
I have so much to say . But how am I gonna start
Some people in your life you just want to keep forever . You can't imagine life without them or seeing them with someone else . Even thinking about it kills you inside . You see , searching for a new bestfriend is hard as fuck . It's not just that , that tears me apart about this separation .
It's funny how I used to hate this place . How I wish I wanna go far away from this town . To be honest , I used to never really quite sing to this State official song . But when you hear it almost everyday , it just stuck inside your head and the old song of your old State tends to fade away .
Now I've got what I want 2 years ago . Leaving . But that's when everything just seem so right . When you got someone you love , someone you wanna be with forever . Life is so unfair in such many ways . It's true though , "What hurts the most , is being to close" . Because you have so much to say , but you just can't . You kept on telling yourself to wait for the right moment . But the moment never come . Then the things you wanna spit out to them just bottled up inside of you .
Then you leave .
Then you regret for not saying it . It happens all the time .
Friends .
I've got so much things to tell you guys . So much I don't even know what to say . You guys are the best . You treat me nicely even when I act like a total bitch . I ignore some of you for the others . Sorry for that . I'm a human , I make alot of mistakes . Thankyou for showing me how life works , how it feels like to have someone to rely on .
That's not all . But I'm so sad I don't know what to say anymore. I'm sorry .
I can't say much .
